Still more detachment, (less) anxiety and the joys of limbo

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Let the ripples of anger flow through. V has shared with me that it is healthy, ecspecially the white anger.


I have been feeling it a bit more and it actually calms me a bit. It helps me focus on what I know I can accomplish.
There is a saying that goes something like, the best way to get revenge is by doing what they say you could not.
I am bending that quote to sound something like, the best way to have her regret leaving me, is to prove that I can be the man that she is foolish for leaving. That stokes the white anger for me.

I see some shadows of that coming from your last post. I would say trade the hate for anger.
Stoke that fire for a bit if needed. It is a feeling of a bit more control. Control of ourselves that is.