I was able to pull myself together (with the help of an anti anxiety med) and am a bit more calm and thinking straight again.
Maybe seeing WAW when dropping of my girls set off a little bit more of the anger that was fueling me last night. I might be feeling better due to that. She appears to be such an alien and living in an alternate universe. She announced that her L was filing the D today. It kind of pissed me off at hearing it. Weird, because I thought I might have felt depressed or sad when it finally started, but I am actually a bit angry instead.
Oh well, this roller coaster has more surprises that I would have ever thought.
Thanks again for the check in and well wishes. I better get to some work that I have piling up now.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine