I agree phoebe, I had trust issues before due to an abussive r, I feel I gave my last bit of trust to h- and he went and abused that trust. Not sure I can do that again.

Thanks jksd, last night he initiated sex, I resisted for a while. Then one thing led to another and we had sex. Needless to say, today he is back ignoring me. Oh and it's my bday, he forgot. Trying not to let this get to me, but must admit it does hurt.

I agree, it's like a challenge, something they can't have, so the phychology says they must

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16