A new crossroad reached

[mleigh4]

I forgot to say, I have needed to break free from the MLC world. I put away all my books and stopped reading them. I stopped thinking and breathing MLC, it has consumed me for way too long. I don't even know if that is what this is, according to H, I am way off. It's time to leave H problems to him and God.

I have also not been coming to the boards much. I pop in here and there, it's hard, I care so much about so many of you. I just need to distance myself from this right now. I have been giving it too much power and control. I think I finally get what Job has been saying to me all along. I thought I did before, but it's different this time.

I think I am finally dropping the rope? I love you guys and will keep checking on you as I can.

Xxx ooo (hugs)