Ah, that's a bummer, I love reading your posts, Phoebe! That's a bummer about your posts. I've noticed that when I submit a post, I have to give it a minute to go through.
I am so glad that my posts have helped you! I cannot tell you how much that means to me. I feel for you, like you cannot even know--I will never, ever forget what it was like being in that place of darkness. It was the hardest time of my life. I can't go back in time and pick myself up, but it feels good to give something back here. Even just a little bit of support to someone else I've never met.
I am here for all of you. I don't know what any of your crazy Hs and Ws will do or when they will come out of the fog, but I DO KNOW that all of you will get through this. It will get easier and you will get stronger! Everything in due time.
There are silver linings if you allow yourself to find them. So many of them all around you and within you. If you can weather this storm, you may come out stronger than before. I have certainly learned many valuable life lessons that I could not have if this didn't happen. And while I wish it never happened, I can say now that I do not want my H back the way he was when I met him.
-Blu
“Forgiveness liberates the soul. It removes fear. That is why it is such a powerful weapon.” – Nelson Mandela
