Broken, not defeated pt2

[Phoebe]

Good for you, Cherry. Sometimes it is hard for outsiders to see why we're still trying.

My therapist asked me today if I had thought about other relationships in the future. I answered, that no, I'm still involved with this one. As long as I hold out any hope for my M, then other relationships aren't on my radar at all. He told me that the reason he asked is that he is concerned that I will have trouble learning to trust people again. The reality is, that is going to be true, no matter who the new relationship is with, either my current H or someone else. I have a lot of healing to do.