5 weeks in since she said she doesnt love me.

[Natus]

I dont want to snoop anymore, its just feeding my insecurities. I have found nothing overly suspicious on her phone but some how i still end up feeding my imagination.

Im just going to have to focus on my Detach, 180s and GAL. Im taking off my ring today, it has her name engraved on the underside. I wont be putting it back on until she is my wife again.

There is one little tit-bit i found amusing last night. She got peeved off when i mention a women who is also a colleague of hers but in a different branch / department.

This women was a PT client of mine for awhile until BD. I went NC since i was spending more time at home after and cutting back my hours at the gym.

W has previously said that she has no jealousy and even joked i should date her. Yet for all purposes i should not dare ever bring up her name or mention details of their office that only she could have told me. Just musing here, doesnt sound like the behavior of someone who has checked out or is it me.

Backstory: Apart from working in a telecoms company i am also a gym owner. I have many PTs with women and Men. Wife has never had an issue with this and in the past occasionally took PT with me and watches me at the gym when she use to spend a lot of time at the gym too.