I had a few hours of laying wide awake last night, too, SadHub, and what sleep I did achieve was of the pharmaceutical variety, unfortunately.

Not being able to sleep when you are tired and most need it is so incredibly frustrating. When I first started meditating a long, long time ago, it was because of insomnia, and being able to slowly gain control of the constant thought storm did help me a lot. I won't say I've got it under control right now, as I clearly do not (!!!), but know that it really can help with the thoughts with practice.

I'll be relearning how to do it right along with you!

Wishing you a restful night's sleep.


H: 44, Me: 45
Married: 20 y Together: 25 y
no kids
Walk away: 12/15
Asked for temp separation 12/25/15
PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had)
H filed for D 5/16