Headed for D - Trying to move on

[J5K]

Thank you Ralph88,

I just need to stop thinking about the past. This D is going to drag on.

Got served papers this evening from the home buyers that W and I signed the purchase agreement. STBXW gave the buyers the address to my parents house. Now will have to spend more money on L. Good thing he is a buddy from college.

So this past Monday I was in an auto accident. Guy came from the right center lane and hit the passenger side of my car. He did not stop, luckily I got his plates and filed a police report.

Went to collision shop today to get the car checked out and getting a rental on Friday so STBXW can drive back to Toronto so I can have the minivan. STBXW was spewing earlier this week that if I don't get her a rental she will get one herself. I responded that the rental is covered under insurance and not to worry, but she started spewing again because I don't take action fast enough for her. When I told her I would have a rental on Friday she sent me the following text.

W "I am sorry you were in an accident and I am glad you weren't hurt. I know you don't believe that but it's true."

Me "Thank you. I appreciate it."

She says this two days after the incident occurs. I know the only reason she said it is because I actually took action to make her life better so she is not driving a damaged car back to Toronto while she goes out with OM2. Gosh I feel like a doormat even doing that for her.

I reflect back on things over the last year or two and I don't recall a thing that she did for me just to do as a nice gesture for her H.