1313 These are the moments I normally avoid on the boards. I am not good at these moments for others.
So it is something I'm trying to get outside my comfort zone on.
Let me bore you for a minute and hopefully occupy your mind at least!
I was raised my a single mom. Dad was bad for a period I don't remember well except the worst. He was in my life growing up but from 6 hours away. People I tell the story to can't believe it. He is the complete opposite of what was when all happened. I guess that goes to show we can all change no matter what.
Anyway. Mom made miracles for me and sister. Honestly don't know how. No real education no high paying job but I can't remember going without. Even expensive things like top of line stuff for sports.
She had a bad run with men. Few were in our lives and left an impression on me that I would never be.
I gained all my thoughts about how to act from coaches and bosses at jobs.
So it is hard for me to show a sensitive side. Obviously got better when my first born baby girl showed up. I think she melted me a bit.
Anyway. I know I am not the most vocal compassionate person but when. I read this my heart hurts.
The thing that kills me is that your situation is fairly fresh and Moved so fast. I have a hard time understanding after all you guys have been through that decisions can be made on her end. I know she had prob had things coming for a while but how can you not give totaled some time just allow and see how they pan out.
My heart hurts for you. I know right now you detest her for this but that is right now. Please don't let that own you. Be better. Know what you would have given. She will deal with hers. It will be ugly when she gets there
I guess grieve be angry then forgive and forget.
Take things light
M 37 W 34
T 12 M 8 D 7 S 4
Need break 4/12/15 W no ring 7/7/15
Separate room 4/12/15 Separate living suggested 8/15 W moved out 11/1/15
