Don't beat yourself up. My WW wanted time and space.. Which meant time to develope another R. But then started messing with parenting time and didn't want to adhere to the agreed 50/50, so I filed. But our Ss WWness is not our demon to fight. My W has had at least 2 EAs and a very probable PA. I don't beat myself up over filing.
Ralph88 Me 40s W 30s, D5 D3 , M7 T9 2013 B drop 1, EA found 2016 B drop 2, EA/PA? 2/16 Physical Seperation 2/16 I filed for D 4/16 PA Confirmed