Oh that's so cool, I am a fellow traveller, lived in America, Spain and now uk. Paris would be a dream to live in! That's great that you have lived there alone at such a young age- you sound very similar to me.
Paris was a great head clearer, I stayed right by the Eiffel Tower, I had a lovely suite with a stunning view, I would sit on the balcony in the dark at night just watching the tower, the lights and the people go by.
My h still lives with me, sleeps in the same bed. But emotionally is seperated. There's times I have a glimmer of hope, his LL is acts of service, and he has begun doing things around the home, but he doesn't talk to me- at all and barely looks at me. I would love for him to be back as we have always been very much in love, but I'm getting to the mindset that I will be just fine by myself. Things like his getting an SUV can hurt, when my h took everything out of his car to do with baby like babys seat, that hurt but I think it's part of the crisis. He is also looking into changing the 4x4 we got as a family car to a sleek sporty car. Again I feel it's just part of his crisis, all I can do is step aside and let him deal with this madness, and I will look after me and baby.
Sleep is always tricky to start, it's only since my vacay that I have slept- I now have my power tunes to get me through- strong woman songs!
You are doing great though
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
