Getting out of in house S (9)

[vise82]

Hey

Almost had to go home from work today. I was loosing it after finding out an employee last day is tomorrow. And a co worker called in sick. I don't know why but it just felt like everyone was abandoning me, felt alone.

I wanted to leave work. I found a quiet place to collect myself and I think I will be ok. I didn't like my last post as it sounded like a pity party for me.

Then I read this on cherry's thread:

It's hard at times, but I'm determined to stay in this mindset. I realize I'm a catch, and I have a lot to offer. It's up to him if he wants to join in this life with me. But my, would he be a fool if he decides not to.

This is the attitude that I need to have.

Join this life with me.

I need to have my own life going on. Just having a hard time picturing what that will look like. I have some work to do with that.