Hi Cherry - you are my DB soul sister I think! PARIS - now that will ALWAYS make me remember who I am! Where did you stay, what did you do? Do you live in the UK? I lived in Paris 3 times - almost 4 years total - I am a manic Francophile...Actually have thought of going there myself soon to stay with a friend and get back to feeling like myself. I said to my therapist yesterday - If I can move to Paris ALONE at the age of 18, I'm sure I can handle this situation. Good for you for taking that break and going with a girlfriend. that sounds lovely. So I'm not clear, is your husband back with you now? Is there hope? Sorry if these answers are in your posts but I haven't read them all yet. I was feeling strong until last night when I found out my H is planning on getting an SUV vehicle instead of a truck. We had planned to get a truck together to be able to work on a renovation project of our guest house, and that has been a stressor in past months dealing with one car where we live out in the sticks. Felt really sad and it seemed to suddenly symbolize to me that he is planning his life alone and not with me. I had to listen to some DB videos and Marianne Williamson to calm down and get to sleep. So happy to meet you and will read more of your story!
I know for sure my H hasn't had the time or space to even begin to really feel what's in his heart. He tends to go into his head when things are stressful. THANKS Cherry
