You are doing so well in spite of your situation. I think it's a very good idea to go to community college. Hopefully you will ace the math placement test and be on your way! This is a really nice goal for you to reach!
I'm glad the photo session went well. You've done the best you can and I'm sure the photos are amazing. No, your h didn't forget that you needed help. The guilt of seeing the home being put on the market and the clearing out of belongings may have been too much for him to bear. He can't face the fact that everything is just about to be completed and the home he knew will be gone in the future. On some level, he knows he's to blame and he does feel guilty about it.
If you can do the rest of the things yourself, then by all means do them. It will give you a sense of accomplishment when you tackle them and get them done. Just don't over do it!
Relax and enjoy the company of family and friends for a bit. You've accomplished so much on your own...you deserve a break!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
