Hi Rouky,

I'm just catching up with you thread, and I just wanted to say that I agree with job and shotgun, you are not to blame for anything.

It sounds to me like you are doing great under the circumstances, well done

"There's nothing sadder than a conman conning himself"

“There is freedom waiting for you,
On the breezes of the sky,
And you ask "What if I fall?"
Oh but my darling,
What if you fly?”

-Erin Hanson