The insanity is doodler, that I don't think that the positivity is about my M, or our R. She has simply stated that she wants back in. I think I will be truly happy when I have fully detached from her. Getting back together is not the aim, being myself and achieving what i want in life is the aim.
I always used to tell her that i know where i'm going in life, I know what i want, and I want her to join me. She has a choice if she wants to take that journey with me, but i cannot let anyone hold me back from experiencing life to the fullest, not anymore.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
