I am going to counseling. I have an appt tonight. I said nothing last night when he got home from his meeting...I was half- asleep anyway. I think at one point he told me to stop snoring and I said sorry...I think his response was don't be sorry...can't remember.
I am trying to let a lot go...the wedding ring off and away is bothering me but ring or no ring he is going to do what he wants. He is being a baby..."I don't want to be married, so I am not going to wear the ring" I will think of it as a piece of jewelry.
I know letting this consume me is all me. I hate that I can't get my mind to stop. I am putting everything under a microscope even the time he left home depot that I saw on the receipt to gauge how long he had before his meeting.
I have not had R talks since the weekend and have no intention of it unless he comes to me. For his 50th I bought us tickets to see a show...the show is this Sunday and I offered to sell the tix and he said no we would go. We also have Mother's Day plans at his parents with both our families.
