Another sleepless night. What do I need to do to get some rest? I feel a bit more calm this morning in spite of being so shakey right now, but I am afraid exhaustion may catch me if I cannot get some rest. And that will add to my anxiety and stress, I imagine.

The meditation technique of focusing on my breath helped me somewhat through the night, so the negative mind vacuum was not so intense, but the rolling anxiety was persistent.

I am going to try and stay focused in the moment today.

Thank you V for the prayers. I know that they bring me peace.

Another day, another attempt to rebuild trust in my self, my self esteem and my confidence.


Me 46 Former W 46
D19 D7
BD Feb 2016
WAW moves out 4/16/16
D final 6/1/2017

It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine