Yeah you're both right. It could have been a test, I'm staying strong though. I do think the changes are for real. I'm not going to point them out to him and say I've made changes, because they aren't really for him.. They are for me- I feel more like myself when I met him. And I KNOW I will be okay either way, I would love for him to come around, but I need him to change, and to want me, appreciate me and love me. Slightly more cheerful this morning, his good morning and goodbye where slightly more upbeat, he even looked me in the eye, for weeks he's had his head down. He even washed dishes before leaving. This is a new thing for him, I didn't think he knew how too
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
