I am def fully prepared for her to say she is done. It won't bother me and it will be a relief. I am not thinking of it as a last ditch effort. I don't have any other motive. I am just tired.
I can do nothing for a bit longer. I actually don't mind no contact. I do mind when she says stuff and then her actions don't support it. So I'll go back to NC for a while though I am pretty sure I will see her this weekend. The urge to drop a simple blunt text is so strong right now though.
