I agree with you, the less interaction I have with H, the better I feel - although I hate not having interaction. Contact is like fast food, it has an enticing smell and it tastes good just at the moment, but afterwards I feel sick. I got an e-mail from him this morning, just brief business, but it triggered so much sadness and tonight I've been crying several times.
I'm glad changing the betablockers helped, did they tell you to make sure you drink water even if you're not thirsty? It also blocks the thirst to a degree, I was informed. I can't take them anymore, they either made my blood pressure too low (especially when I didn't drink enough water!) or my chest started to hurt really bad about 20 minutes after I took them.
Son and I watched a funny series on Netflix tonight, it's called Documentary Now! and is a series of mockumentaries created by some of the SNL crew. They were absolutely hilarious!
Tomorrow, we plan on watching The Hundred-Foot Journey with Helen Mirren, a friend recommended it. Which movie did you see?
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17
I got an e-mail from him this morning, just brief business, but it triggered so much sadness and tonight I've been crying several times. 
