Thank you rouky. I hope your doing ok as well. I haven't seen you posting too much anymore.
I think I am coming to the realization that I am not a weak person. i think a lot of my negativity and obsession over my situation stemmed from some sort of deep rooted belief that I am weak. Some sort of insecurity that I have no control. "Poor me...husband left me, he's probably cheating, our relationship is so unfair" type of thoughts. But the truth is, I may not have control of husband but I do have control of how I am going to move forward with my life. It's only logical to focus on me. It's a waste of energy to focus on him.
Was so hard to truly see when I was so filled with emotion.
