man... need someone to set me straight. With the latest developments and having been in NC for about 2 and half weeks now, all I want to do is let WW know that I give up and am ready to move on with this. I have almost sent her something about 20 times tonight but somehow resisted. I feel like I should wait until around our anniversary and BD date which is about 2 months away to bring it up. But it is hard. I want to text her that I hear that fat lady singing.

wonder what is going on in that head. Maybe all that stuff was just temp checking though I don't think I handed it that badly.

Ah well... I gotta try not to worry about this for another 2 or so months. It is hard though.