I am doing well ... not really much that I can think about posting .. I know its been a bit but to be honest there has been little to no contact ... and what little there has been was predictable. A few weeks ago I dropped S off, watched him go up the stairs and waited for her to let him in and recieved a TM saying something along the lines of "I know I disgust you but the least you could do is .. bla bla bla." Again ... nothing out of the ordinary as she continues in her crisis.
We had Mediation set for May 11th .... brace yourselves .. this is now being rescheduled. Again ... predictable.
I have dropped rope, gave her to God and continue to live my life, go on the path set before me. I have GALs going keeping me absolutely busy, work has been busy keeping me off these boards and I seldom sit and think about my sitch or where I am .... all eyes forward as I plan life after D.
Even went on a few dates ... just to get out and have a dinner, chat with another person .. getting out of my comfort zone ... nothing serious, up front and honest just learning to fly again.
I pray for you all , hope all is well and still intend to pop in now and then offering some insight to what I have learned in the past 3 years. I feel liberated and light on my feet knowing I was meant to go through this sort of hell to become who I am, I did all I humanly could for as long as I could but in my case holding on was not helping anyone.
