I can't believe your work are being such asses with you!!
Definitely get strength from kid, I find that helps me regain focus. They are an absolute blessing, and give us someone to concentrate our love and attention to. No denying I miss that love from h, but baby gives me something to concentrate on.
Deep breathes and take it slow. You're doing great.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16