Why is it so hard to behave the way I know I should?
H is having a hard day. He said he is looking forward to his business trip because he feels like there is a lot of tension at home. I think seeing me reminds him that he has to make a decision and that he doesn't know what he wants. He's being a little cold.
I find myself wanting to temp check, which I know is absolutely the wrong thing to do.
i can't make up his mind for him. I just need to give him space and time.
Why is that so hard?
Do you think he will notice if I put duck tape over my mouth? ;-)
Me: 44 H: 44 Kids: 20, 16, 16, and 10 Together/Married: 22 years H announced he was emotionally detached and considering D: 4/4/16 H announced he is going to try to stay and reconnect: 5/1/16
