I told her yesterday that she has put me through hell for the past 3 months, and that I need about 3 more months to focus on myself, putting her last. I also said that I will "try" not to push her away (that is going to be hard) but that i cannot pull her in either.
I dont really understand this:
- What does "3 more months" mean? How are you measuring that? - Why are you telling her that you are "putting her last"? - Why are you talking to her about "pushing her away"? How will you control that?
I guess my point is that it sounds like you are having waaaaaaay too many R talks.
