[quote][I guess what I'm saying is, how do I make myself not get bothered by these things, and let them fall off me? How do I apply myself so I don't obsess over things I cannot control?
It sounds very simple and easy but it is so hard to do in real life, isn't it? /quote]
That is the question of the century. This is by far the most painful, stressful, and whatever else you want to call it time.
Trying not to think of things has the opposite effect, at least it does for me, anyway. When someone was the major part of your life - and especially if you were betrayed - it's going to sit on you like a ton of bricks for a long, long time. I thought this time while my W was at the new base would make it easier, but that's also had the opposite affect.
By far the hardest thing I've ever gone through. And it doesn't get easier. Ugh.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
