During the last week, when I've actually avoided conversation with her and managed to stay relatively dark, she's shifted from wanting almost nothing to do with me to "I miss the kids and we stopped being romantically involved a long time ago, I miss our time together and you were my best friend and that I went to you with everything first."

So I know there's something in there missing me and us (and obviously, the other guy isn't filling that void or she wouldn't bring it up). Two weeks may not be enough. Maybe the divorce won't be stopped. I don't know if that means the relationship can't be rebuilt. I don't know if I'll even want to once the divorce is final.

I almost feel like the finality of the divorce is more important to me than her. She's already decided it's over.