Thank you rich4j, Phoebe and V for checking in and the support.
I will I respond in detail to each of you in a bit, but wanted to thank you and report that I had a better nights rest, I am a bit shaken this morning, I am attempting Phoebe's approach to recognize and let it pass, and I may take the anti anxiety med to calm the nerves and have a good start to my day. I need to go get ready to head out.

Update in short
Good night last night, a bit more rest, recognizing sadness, letting it pass, and plans to have a good day.


Me 46 Former W 46
D19 D7
BD Feb 2016
WAW moves out 4/16/16
D final 6/1/2017

It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine