I have been to counselling and read and am reading every self help book, I have two jobs and trying my best to keep it together. Wife does not wear her ring and , I was embarrassed the other night that my son heard me crying on the couch and I sent him back to bed. I barely made it to work today, and constantly wonder what my wife is thinking or doing. She also sends me mixed messages sometimes when she is feeling up. And then its back to the same, mind my business, she is not a "teenager" and to give her space. She said she wants a divorce, and will be moving out in a few months, but wants to still have the family vacation we take every year.It feels like it is a roller coaster. I am giving her space in the house, but still find it odd, and need to stop the pursuit, especially when she starts to be nice and cold the next.
