Recap: BD 2/9 when I found out about OM and WW making out. Did lots of stupid, non DB things. Moved out around 3/15, own apartment around 4/1. Divorce papers filed and divorce going through on 5/11.
omw, I you're right, and I didn't think you were dogging me. I'm just tired of the fight right now. Going to keep GAL'ing and pushing forward, but I make lots of mistakes and the heartache is a lot.
I have two weeks to go dark on her and see if that reverses the decision for divorce. During that time I have to GAL and really, truly move on, so that if/when the divorce really happens, she understands that I'm no longer there. So that I can accept it and no longer be there.
I love her, and not being with her hurts every day, but I won't have someone in my life who will cheat on me and then divorce me. Things weren't perfect, and in the last year were awful, but you work with people to get them changed, you don't just bail on them when something shiny and new comes along.
