Giving up isn't an option brother. You have done good making it to this point, just a little bit farther to go. Breathe, and when things get tough, breathe some more. Tomorrow will be better, you just have to make it through today.

M:37 W:38
D:11,S:7,S:4
T:8, M:5
S:6/1/15 different beds
Physical Seperation 7/5/16
Startof NC 7/22/16