Trying to stay strong. Everyone says that I gotta let her leave, it's hard enough letting her go. As I've said before, I'm afraid that if I let her leave, that I won't want her back.

Today's definitely not a good day, she also said she's going on the pill to balance her hormones. Trying to not react. Can't I just give up!

Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.