so i know that i'm being paranoid... but my WW is supposed to meet up with her new christian female friend from fitness camp on thurs nite. She never goes out in the week and my mind is racing, as the OM is supposed to have visited the end of April - which it is.

I do know that I must not react in her company, but it's going to be real hard. My insecurity bomb is ticking! I need to focus on me... my tummy is turning again...

Also spoke to the support that approves IC, and they say i'm quite level headed so not really in need of IC, in terms of them paying for it. But will make space in my budget. They also said that if she wants counselling then she needs to call them to request it. It is probably better that way, as i can see if she is willing to do it herself. The counsellor said that she will always want to be free until she truly experiences freedom and the pitfalls of it.

Gotta keep moving forward and letting her go. So difficult.

Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.