Broken, not defeated pt2

[Cherry]

Yeah his Ll is acts of service, I thanked him for what he had done. He didn't say anything back but that's not the point really.

I do find myself way more relaxed, I no longer have anxiety before seeing him. I'm strutting that bit more :P

Thanks for stopping by all with your words of encouragement, I'll catch up on everything later, been so mad busy!

Hey blue wave, yeah he really has. It's been 18 months and it's so confusing. It's the not knowing which is hard- he gives a glimmer of hope saying he loves me, then months later, he doesn't again. And it's been difficult to try and get on amidst the confusion really