some thoughts:

more GAL. Gym today. weights and elliptical. shaved my head. Feels like I am dating myself and gradually falling in love with me. A bit sad that I cannot share myself with anyone until after D. Not that am ready anyway. I really miss the intimacy/connection with the female gender.

Question for Sandi or anyone who care to answer: my WW has done some really mean and malicious things. Is the WW aware that she is being really rotten to me or is she so wrapped up in her rationalizations that she is unaware? Does she truly believe that I deserve everything I get from her? Will there ever be remorse for these things?

Probably does not change anything, but I am just wondering.

RAI


Me 48 XW 45
lots o' kids
D April 2017