I feel for you brother. I too am living the no temp check life. The life of never seeing them look into the rear view mirror as they make their departure. I am glad for your kids that your WW is a good mom as you stated. Mine seems to be leaving all of us in the dust.
I don't know why they don't temp check, but I think it is because they are so deep in the fog they can't even see us. I am also in your boat of not being sure if I even want my WW back. I think at this point, if you REALLY feel that way, GOOD! Just keep doing YOU, be a better YOU, and use this gift of time that you have been given. Find your own happiness, find what makes you smile, find something that consumes you. I'm still searching for that, but I know it is what I need. On my busy days I do great. Slow days...not so much. Less slow days and more busy ones.
