Will embark on a new life in about a month. I'll be single again.
Need to find a place to live- trying for a cheap 3 bedroom or a condo. Not having all that much luck - seller's market right now where I live. Still porn free - will celebrate 180 days of sobriety from my addiction on Wed. Just so happens my addictions group meets that morning - going to bring treats for everyone.
Wife had an episode this weekend where she stormed into the basement at 11:30PM, accused me of stealing her birth control pills (just started taking them so she can have PA with OM), and I couldn't stop laughing she was so off the wall. It was my fault for finding it funny - just got her more mad, but I told her I was going to bed, and to turn off the lights. She proceeded to dump half of my dresser out looking for them... clothes were in a huge pile next to the bed, and she ripped down my life goal sheet and tore it into threads.
Fun times.
Found the sheet taped back together and some of my clothes put away on Sun. night. She found her pills... never took them.
She had a strange thought process on how to pick up kids from activities. Not very cohesive thought. I think EA/PA and MLC is in effect, and having medical issues to boot, or causing some of this, is also causing her brain farts.
Can't stop her from doing the D... just have to continue to ignore her, and work on myself. I'm in self-protection mode now. The faster I'm out and the D is done, the better I'll be, and the better for the kids.
Tough sledding, but I'm ok. Praise the Lord!
M46, EXWW46 M15 T17 D20, S19, D13 M - Addiction since 1998 W EA/PA #1 2013/2014 W EA #2 June 2015... BD 1 Big D talk 9/15 BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15 Served D 1/22/16 Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)
