Thanks, strength buddy. Your support on here is helping my PMA. I know I can get through this one way or another, but the times when I get stuck on H and mind reading or missing him...kinda tough.
He is all over the place. He is very good at putting on his mask and acting as if its all ok, even tells me he's fine when I ask if he's ok. And its believable. Maybe he really is. But then there are times like this weekend. My super spidey sense tells me he is upset (mad, sad, tired, preoccupied...one of those) but he is shut down and won't share with me. I'm back to being some BODY of no importance. His mask is off, but his jaw is clenched shut.
I guess I really am back to almost NC on workdays now. Got to go back to focusing on me again.
M-51 H-54 2D-27 and 25 M-26 yrs Bombshell and IHS 7-29-15 He moved out 10-3-15 D filed 1-27-16 D final 10-27-16
