UGH...that just made me sick! right now money is tight and I control it all. He told me the only reason he was going to counseling was for me...I know H...he doesn't do anything he doesn't want to do.
If he didn't want to go to counseling then he wouldn't. Trust me.

Same with leaving. We have a 5K mexican vacation planned for Aug and he still hasn't told me definitively to cancel it.

Give me strength. I am not happy to be back here but I am so grateful for the kindness and support.