I'm so happy to read that the retreat was amazing for you. Isn't it nice to walk away from something like this and feel great? Try to remember this...you didn't break him, therefore you can't fix him. He has to fix and/or save himself. The only person that you have any control over is YOU!
Stay in touch w/your new friends as you walk life's path. They will be more than happy to support you.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
