A very sleepless night. I am feeling like I am at the end of my rope. I am not sure how much longer I can hold out with all of this. My thoughts are so trapped in a negative loop right now. The mental anguish and the physical discomfort is becoming to much.
Right there with you, brother. I woke up four times last night. My head is trapped in negative thoughts constantly. My AD does not appear to be working. You described it perfectly, the anguish I am facing is so hard and I don't see a clear path out of it either, for me or my S11. I am so sad for him.
Me-LBH, 48 Spouse-WW, 48 Married for 19 years Son, 12 BD #1 - November 1998 (EA 7 months after wedding) BD #2 - November 2015 (same XBF EA) WW filed D February 2016 WW moved out April 2016
