My retreat was AMAZING!!! I have never felt soo good after anything as much as with this. I prayed. I cried. I laughed and i was loved. It was so liberating to say here is my H ...he is your responsibility now god. Noe mine. I cannot save him only you can.
H showed up on saturday and left yesterday night after watching a movie with me. It is just weird all around but it was peaceful. He tried to push my buttons but i just let it slide.He keeps saying everything is not him..everyone else is wrong...i just let it go...it is not my circus.
I made a good amount of friends this weekend who really took good spiritual care of me..