... and this weekend was strange, I was tired and obviously not thinking straight, so Saturday she came on after midnight, snuggled into bed, fell asleep, and around 4 in the morning woke me up and we had sex.
After everything she was super pleased with herself, improved morality, but then again she said that she will leave me and she cannot live with me.
So yes, I managed to screw up. My plan for recovery to DB: don't know yet, how to return from this to detachment?
Me38,W36,D9 M 10y, R 14y
10/11/2015 wants to leave 25/12/2015 definitely wants to leave, makes plans Jan 2016 started DBing Feb 2016 sleeping in separate rooms Sep 2016 sleeping in same room