Broken, not defeated pt2

[Cherry]

Thank you all for your kind words and encouragement. On my way home now. I have had the greatest time. I have made a lot of new memories and although at times I have been plagued by a little sadness, it did ease. I had my mini breakdown and balled like a baby. But after that I seized every opportunity to enjoy myself. I have shopped like no tomorrow. Met great people, had my ego boosted by a lot of men. But most importantly I've actually had fun and realised life does go on. I think I've accepted that the person I have married has long gone. It's like it was a different person. And the person he is right now- I don't want that. I want someone who appreciates me for me.

I feel quite relaxed and contented, I hope this feeling stays. I've even got my appetite back! Ive been dark from h, he hasn't contacted me, and I resisted contacting him.