Thank you Phoebe for the 2x4. It was sorely needed today. It has just been a bizarre day. Spending time with my D5 has been a wonderful time, but it took all I had to keep the mental faculties in control and out of the loop. I know that what you say is truth and the message that I must keep in the forefront of my thoughts.
I know time will heal the emotional injuries, and I will focus on letting them scar over as they heal, but avoid letting the injuries cause callousness.
Funny side note, I emailed WAW in regards to the where a outs of the collectible Looney Tune figurines, and her response was that she has them. She then asked where the 300 dollars that her parents gave us as a Christmas gift. She had accused me of taking this a couple of weeks ago. Each year her parents gifted us cash, and this year we were at her parents home for the holidays, so when we received it, I packed it with all the other gifts upon our return home. I found all of the other cards and some of the random gifts recently, but the money was not there. She is now accusing me of taking it. So she is basically holding my gifts as hostage because she could not find this cash.
It is a bit mind boggling that we have been married over 19 years, I was open about everything, never lied to her and yet now that she is leaving me, all of a sudden she accuses me of stealing from her? It is just becoming a bad comedy show now. I want to be angry, but I just find myself chuckling about it. Just crazy, simply silly.
Well off to bed as D5 is asleep and D17 told me not to wait up for her as she will be late at the prom. Yeah, right, like I am going to fall fast asleep until she gets home.
Sleep tight everyone. Tomorrow is a new day and another opportunity for us to grow and progress forward.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine