Day 15 no contact

GAL activity was heading to the gulf this morning to fish. Fish weren't biting, so I walked the beach. This activity kind of backfired on me. Families everywhere laughing and enjoying each others company. I thought about this the whole 2 hrs ride home.

Time for my 2x4. Didn't contact wife, but boy do I feel down right now.


Well I get the boys tomorrow, so I need to focus and look forward to that.

Just journaling.


Me-LBH, 44
Spouse-WAW, 41
Married for 9 years
S, 7 S, 5
BD - November 20th 2015