NYGal: hopeful? Not so much

[NYGal]

I'm cautiously optimistic still. Yeaterday was tough. she did text and said she had such a nice time at dinner w me, and would I still be up for a hike Sunday. I said sure, and that the dogs are so excited to see her. (It's true.i said you get to see Mama W and they went crazy!) she texted back that she can't wait to hug em.

So that was good. But I have a feeling ow is still pursuing. I guess if it doesn't work for us, it won't work for OP either, right? And because I don't know what she did last night, I'm uneasy again.But they were on vacation for a week plus 3 days because of the snowstorm here.And W Was texting me the last 3 days to make sure I still wanted to see her. So I have to remember that this concentrated time w ow made her realize that's not where she wants to be. And thank goodness ow drinks too much!!!Sorry but LMAO.that drives W crazy. We both had alcoholic parents.

I can ultimately forgive ow, and hopefully forget this sorry chapter. And I can forgive W as long as I can believe and trust her. As Brenee Brown hypothesizes, we're all doing our best. I love my W and have never stopped loving her. I can't wait for our hike tomorrow!